Brother… I love you no matter what.
My brother had a stroke today and is currently in the hospital… Thank goodness we got him there on time. So many emotions came out today, I’m just glad it happened here in Seattle where his family is and not somewhere we weren’t… It was just perfect timing but now he has to stay here… God willing he will get better soon. Because of him, I decided not to have a debut anymore cos I feel like he is more important than any stinking debut, and family means more to me than anything.
Since all these emotions and thoughts came running through my head I’ve never told my brother how much I appreciate him… And now, I will express how I feel towards him.
Watching you on that hospital bed made me realize I never got a chance to really tell you how much I appreciate you as my brother… You’re so far away I never miss a day where I’m not thinking about how you are doing. You’ve been so busy lately it’s been hard to contact you.. Also being 17 years younger than you makes it so much more harder to connect with you.. It was hard for me growing up, no one really got to teach me how to truly behave.. Mom and dad were so busy with work and all the properties we owned.. I was mostly raised by ate Len… Watching her grow up and seeing her mistakes makes me want to be a whole different person, but I’m slowly going through the things she went through. Kuya I miss you, and I just wanted to let you know I’m proud of you with all that you’ve done for us and the church. I’ve never got a chance to say thank you… Thank you for being a great big brother, thank you for teaching me all these things, thank you for always taking care of me when I was little… Thank you for being in my life. I hope you have a speedy recovery because I don’t know what I would do if you were gone… I don’t think I could even go on with anything anymore… I would seriously drop school and take care of Jericho and Joaquin as much as I can. I would try to stop with all the bad things I’ve done… I love you, I pray that god heals you from this… Kuya.. Please… PLEASE.. Get better… And stay strong not just for you but for all of us. We are all trying our very best to keep strong..
I love you so much.
LOVE your baby sister,